Secrets

Being a guy I don't carry around nearly as many things as girls do on a day to day basis. The 3 main things that I carry around all the time are my wallet, keys, and phone. My keys I don't carry around as much as I do my wallet and phone, but I still find my keys very important. I carry around my phone and wallet so much that it has gotten to the point where when I stand up to leave a room or go somewhere and I don't have one of the two in my pocket I can feel that they are not there as soon as I stand up and I immediately look for them. I am not so worried about not having my wallet as I am my phone. During the periods when I get my phone taken away for whatever reason I feel naked not having it. I always will reach into my pocket to pull it out and it won't be there which is the weirdest feeling in the world. I find it crazy that I have lived in a world that has put me in a situation where I am almost physically attached to my phone. I miss my phone not being in my pocket the same way I would miss a finger if I were to loose one. For a while I would continue to use my hands as that finger were there, it would take me a while to get use to it. The same goes for my phone it takes me a day or two before I finally get use to the fact that I am not going to have my phone everywhere that I go. It is also amazing how much different life can be by simply not having your phone. It shows you not only how much you rely on your phone and how important it is for even communicating the smallest things instantly, but it also shows you how harmful it can be when it comes to your experiences in life and the relationships that you avoid due to technology.