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honestly, im a little intimidated this time. people like jake and macy have plans and goals. i have dreams. i have never really planned out my life. there are plenty of things i want to do that i dont particularly expect to accomplish, and iv never consciously divided my life into categories. but heres a go at it.

 High-school: one of betty white's steps to a long and happy life is merely "not die," this is a fitting start point. other than that, i wish to maintain a grade point average of atleast a 3, learn that atleast is actually two words and begin applying that. become at least decent in a paint medium, because i plan on going to college for art and iv only actually painted a couple of times, and make a relationship last at least two months, because iv failed at that one recently. at least i know one i can do.

College: this ones even harder. the only things i really think about in relation to college are how to get in and how to make use of the freedom associated with not being where i live. free association, however, says i should make a collage. so, my first goal is to not do that. and my third is to survive solely on coffee for a week., or atleast a couple of days. wait. crap. gotta go back to the highschool goals.

overall, there are very few things i want to do. i wish to record and release a mixtape to the best of my abilities, develop a clothing brand and sell at least 100 articles, do a gallery show with my own artwork, mayby publish a book, potentially of poetry, and then become tattood. these tattoos i wish to represent who i am, where i come from, and what i cherish. my dad, my mother, my stepmother, my little brother, and all my step and or half siblings, and the other people who have been part of building what i am and what i will be.

other than this, i want to get the most out of live for what time i have here, and pay the consequences when necessary.